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Is it all right if I lean on you? You're so comfortable and calming to me. I never tire of your songs. This is the way it should be. Can we just sit here? I ask only for a few minutes. The silence will tell me more than any words. The silence holds the answer to my question. Save your evanescing voice. Let's just be together, Peacefully side-by-side in truthful silence. Is it okay if I wrap my arms around your torso and rest? What would your reaction be? Would it be pleasantly surprised and relieved, joyful and inviting, Or rudely awakened and disgusted, unhappy and rejecting? You are kind and gentle. I don't think you'd ha

        I wake up gasping and sweating buckets. What a horrible nightmare! Ugh! I swear my mouth feels dry and my throat is grainy. Sandy sleep has my eyes glued shut. Was I not holding something when I fell asleep? I thought I was. Something big…not a something, but a someone. Lawrence! My eyes still closed, I carefully reach over where he had been.                Finding nothing, I bring my hands to my eyes to clear the heavy sleep from them. Opening my eyes, I sit up and look around my small living room. Where is he? Why